It's the hardest times I've ever had to go through in my entire life to lose my daughter to the mysterious disappearance from Alemeda County CA and no one has heard anything from her or about her since then. I've had times I feel down and out. I have times I feel very hopeful that we can find her somehow. I'm only beginning this thread to ask others with missing loved ones out there what they're feeling as well because I hate feeling like I'm all alone in the emotional turmoil of a missing child after so very long and so far away from me too if she did want to come home again? I just wanted to talk it out here and maybe someone else has this going on too and will share thoughts with me soon!